this is it (?)

this is it, isn't it?
i don't know how to answer that question, even i'm too scared to get the answer.

this is it, isn't it?
my head said 'absolutely! i told you long time ago' and got opposite shout from the heart 'no, don't give up. trying. keep running to your dream'

this is it, isn't it?
i want to stop this pain and say 'YES' but a part of me say 'NO' loudly because they still want to get what i want.

this is it, isn't it?
i wanna scream 'YEAH!' loudly, but i think im going die after that. and i still want to take a deep breath.

this is it, isn't it?
am i dreaming?
is that what happened to me-a lot of things- that i've got just a DREAM?
am i sleep too long?
am i that sleepy?
so what time is it?
is it the right time for me to get up?




or....







is it the right time for me to say 'yes, THIS IS IT!'

because...
i know exactly what i have inside, i'm not that strong to destroy the great wall between us.
i know, i'm running that much. too fast. try to get you with my own hand. and you just run faster than mine.
i know, you're stand up for the right, and maybe i'm standing for the left.
and (maybe) i got a lot of facts that prove anything and (maybe) i have to say 'yes' to that question.
i have to say: THIS IS IT (?)

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