just ordinary story

Its so hard for just only take a breath.
Its so hard for stay focus.
My mind just turn around and around.
Yes, it always turns around to you!
My heartbeat? Don't ask! It feels going so faaaaaast more than u've ever think!
I don't know, what so great about you.
and I hate to admit you're more than great.
You successfully fulfill my mind.
You successfully made me feel like a fool one.
Smile all day, just think about your smile (even u smiled not for me), wondering your cool eyes that I really adore.
Aaaah, it's just not enough if I describe why.
You're just the charming one. And the only guy that make me feel like this.
Sometimes I feel, I don't have to run to get someone that doesn't even want me. But then I realize, I want you, and it need some sacrifices to get that.
Yes, I do. I just feel 'different'.

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yes, i am failed. i cant lie. i'm totally disappointed. but, hey. it doesn't mean that i'm going to give up. just give me some times. and i can prove it that i can do it! i know, God has a thousand way for me. if i can get it now, its gonna be another day. and i know He'll give me in the right time. i do believe that.
when u fall down, don't enjoy that time. get up quickly, and just be ready to start to run again. yes, i'm ready to run!

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Dear my bestfriends,
I love when u asked my opinion about ur clothes, I love when u asked me about ur dreamboy, I love when u shared ur problem with me, I love when u heard my advice, I love when u did what I say, I love when u got my shoulder to cry,
I love when u said I'm bad, because I know, u want me to be better. I love when u said my clothes is not match, because I know u want to see me prettier. I love when u didn't stop me when I'm crying, because I know u want to let my emotion out. I love when u said the boys are bad, because yes, they are bad. I love when u said I'm stupid, because yes, sometimes I'm going stupid. I love when u said "he's out of ur list" because yes, I deserve better. I love when u talking bad about the one I love because I know u want to open my eyes. I love when u say 'no way' when I ask u something, because I know, u'll do that for me. I love when u didn't say anything when I shared my problem, because u know, that's the time u became a listener. I love when we had an argument, because after that, we're totally fine with that. I love ur bad words when I call for an advice, because I really need that. I love all of ur habbits, ur bad and ur good. And I hope u will love everything in me.
Thank for sharing everything with me, thanks for every single word u said to me, thanks for ur support when I'm down, thanks for became my best listener, thanks for spying my dreamboy, thank for opening my eyes, thanks for every single moment that we have.
So, we are TRUE BESTfriend rite?


ps: pardon my english ;)

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