just ordinary story

Kebetulan kemarin saya sempat nonton Sang Pemimpi. Akhirnya, kesampaian juga buat nonton film ini.
After all, sih saya ga banyak komen tentang filmnya. Saya malah ga fokus tentang si Arai-sang pemimpi, tapi malah lebih ngena dengan adegan father-son nya Ikal dan bapak.
Film ini membuat saya terbuka dengan sosok seorang ayah. Kalo kata Ikal di film ini, ayah no.1 di dunia. Yes, he's my father.
I think, everyone will say that their father was the number one in this whole world. But seriously, I mean it.
Uhm, actually, I can't make a nice words, or something 'touchy' to describe this person in this post.
Setelah menonton adegan father-son tadi, saya hanya teringat sesuatu.
Saya masih ingat waktu saya bermimpi jadi penyanyi, ayah saya ada di samping saya, mendorong saya agar bisa bernyanyi di depan orang.
Waktu saya punya setumpuk cerita dan bermimpi menjadi penulis, ayah saya juga ada untuk mengkritik tulisan saya.
Waktu saya hobi memainkan piano, ayah saya juga sering mendorong saya agar bisa memainkan satu buah lagu saja untuknya.
Waktu saya ingin menjadi pengusaha kecil-kecilan, ayah saya juga ada untuk mengingatkan saya agar tetap ingat kuliah.
Bahkan ketika saya mulai menyusun resolusi awal tahun, dia ada untuk mengingatkan saya agar tetap konsisten.

Ya, saya memang sang pemimpi. Dan how lucky I am, to have a father like him. Who always support me to follow and catch my dreams. And whenever I fall, he always remind me to get up and try again to run from the start line.

P.S: untuk ayah saya yang bertanya kapan saya menceritakan beliau di blog saya. ;)

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have you ever feel bored?
like world doesn't have any colors
like the earth just turn around and around and around
and you feel nothing
you just think it's deja vu
always same like yesterday

have you ever feel tired?
like running hundred miles
like you have to bring a heavy rock on your back
and you feel yes, you can walk, but it takes a long time to move
you just think it's hard
always makes you think to stop

have you ever feel stressed out?
like the world spinning you around thousand times
like you have a very bad headache
and you feel like you are in the labyrinth
you have to move out and you don't even know the clue where is the exit door
always makes you think to give up

but hey, have you ever heard?
that there's always the light after the black one?
there's no problem that u can't solve
just put other colors to your life
don't stop running
don't give up to get the exit door

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