just ordinary story

i hate this part, when i feel so sensitive like this.

have u ever feel like this?
when you can spend everything with them in one moment, then wooooof, they can also disappear from you.

have u ever feel like this?
when u can walk together with them in one moment, then wooooof, in the other times, they don't need you again, folks.

have u ever feel like this?
when u can take a picture together with them in one moment, then woooof, u can see the picture now, is WITHOUT YOU.

have u ever feel like this?
when u miss them, and then u call them, u ask for a walk, and.... u have to be rejected? and wooooof, they walk together. and sorry to say. it's WITHOUT YOU, honey.

have u ever feel like that?
something that i feel for this few times.
when i see they can smile, laugh, even they can walk away from me.

i miss you, all. (maybe?)


ps: or maybe, i have to realize, that it's only like a rose. starts out with a small bud, blooms into a beautiful flower, but eventually, woooooof, it dies, isn't it?

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demam BOYS BEFORE FLOWER masih melanda nih. dan saya lagi jatuh cinta sama lagu ini.

T-MAX - Wish U're My Love

ado naleul jal moleu gessuh
nega iluljool mollassuh
danghwangseuleh joshimseuleh
jaggoo nuhman booleuh janah

ilun neh mameul dageu chyuhdo niga neh gyutcheul seuchimyun
ddo geuluhkeh ooseumyuh nan amoo gutdo mot heh
sarangi anilago nehga malligo miluh neh bwado
honjasuh ootgo itgo ilun naleul uhdduhkeh heh

i wish you're my love
ijen negehlo wa yo
nado moleugeh sulleh ineh ohneuldo nan iluhkeh nan
ni appeh suhsungijiman sarang ggok malheh ya anayo
iluhkeh wonhago itneundeh youngwoneul yaksokhal dan han saram
geudeh janayo


ajik sarangeh suhtoolgodo
hokshi neh maeumi deullimyun
ddo mi anheh daleumyun
nal hyanghehsuh oosuhjwo
nuh eh geh gobek halyuh joonbihan
bamsewuh senggakhan maldeul
gyulgook ni apeh suhmyun amoo maldo mot hago


i wish you're my love
ijen negehlo wa yo
nado moleugeh sulleh ineh ohneuldo nan iluhkeh nan
ni appeh suhsungijiman sarang ggok malheh ya anayo
iluhkeh wonhago itneundeh youngwoneul yaksokhal dan han saram
geudeh janayo

i mameul neuggyuh bwa
nuh maneul balaneun
na eh sarang eul.. woah~

i wish you're my love
ijeh oori sarang heyo
say goodbye
nuhleul sokil soo ubssuhyo
ijen naleul huh lak heyo yonggi neh ohneul gatdolok
geudehdo neh mamgwa gatdamyun nehga wonhago itdamyun
neh gehlo wajoyo ijeh oori shijakheh bwayo

dan saya sudah mencari artinya:

i don't know myself very well either
i didn't know that i would be like this
flustered, carefully, i keep calling only you

even if you urge my heart like this, if you brush by my side
and laugh like that, i can't do anything
no matter how many times i tell myself it's not love
i laugh by myself.. what am i supposed to do with myself

i wish you're my love.
come to me now
i get excited with me knowing it
i'm like this today too
even though i'm just a lucky star to you,
must i really say it's love for you to know
i long for it this much..
the person that i'll promise with forever
is you

although my love is still awkward.. if by any chance you can hear my heart
if it's different from "i'm sorry", give me a smile
the words that i stayed up all night preparing to confess to you
don't come out when i'm standing in front of you

i wish you're my love.
come to me now
i get excited with me knowing it
i'm like this today too
even though i'm just a lucky star to you,
must i really say it's love for you to know
i long for it this much..
the person that i'll promise with forever
is you

feel this heart of mine
that longs for only you
my love.. woah~

i wish you're my love. let's love now
say goodbye. i can't deceive you
now give me permission, so i can gather courage today
if your heart is the same as mine, if you want me
please come to me. let's start together now.

hua, pas banget untuk momen mengkhayal ;)

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Its 2am. And im still awake. This feeling again, B. B, can u give me an advice? Or maybe a word that can explain. Can u give a reason, why???
Its like flying to the sky, like butterfly on my stomach, like flower is everywhere around me. It makes me smile, laugh, even makes me wonder, how? How can i feel like this, B?
Oh yes, pardon me. You know im a drama queen person,rite? Allrite, i have to try to go to sleep.

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