just ordinary story

i was surprised. i just felt alright sometimes, but some other people said i am not that right. have you ever feel like that? when u tried so much to wear a mask. try to hide your sadness, and try to smile all long day?
yeah, i tried that one to wear a mask. but you know what? when i tried to smile, or even laugh, there's other people that just look at my eyes and said 'you have some problems, gita'.
i was surprised that time. and just realized something.
your true friend is not about going everywhere together. it's not about spend most of your time together. maybe they can't be there for you anytime you want. they dont need a lot of time to understand you. they dont need a lot of time to know you.
just give them a second, to look into your eyes, and they can read everything.
bestfriend listens to what you don't even say, bestfriend reads to what you don't even write. how hard you try to hide your feeling, there's your (best)friend that can read your mind or even your heart that maybe you can't read by your self.

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